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There is a space between pen and paper. For some, it is a chasm, in which the two only meet as storm fronts colliding, leaving wreckage and disaster in their wake.

For those touched by the Muse, it is the distance of an angel’s eyelash. The distance between the blank canvas and the pen is the moment before the magick happens.

The Muse never lies, the Muse never compromises. He takes your hand, and together you close the distance between the pen and the paper, between nothing and everything, and it is love manifested into art manifested back into love.


Happy Birthday, my dear Sempra. For every inspiration you have ever given me; for every line you have committed to paper, for every time you gave yourself to the Muse, thank you. I hope your birthday brings you every joy possible, and you life is full of happiness and contentment.
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Whew - I think [livejournal.com profile] sempraseverus has broken my brain! She's asked five toughies - naughty, naughty, Sempra, trying to make me sound all intelligent...

Answers To Sempra's Very Thought-Provoking Questions )
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Wow. I'm officially SQUEEEEEEE-ing so high that only dogs can hear me now. In the last 24-hours, I have had four (count 'em, 4!!!) of LJ's finest artists create art for me - ME!!!

Check them out:
[info]justpinkpastel 

[info]perselus This one wants to play silly whotsits, so just click on her latest journal entry

[livejournal.com profile] mimimanderly 

[livejournal.com profile] sempraseverus 

Now I know Severus feels in Sempra's picture entitled HeDreamsAnAbstractHeart - if I were any happier, I'd burst.

Thank you, dear friends for your art - that is the true MAGIK. I shed tears of joy, to water the rainbow in my soul.
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The last few days have been such a roller coaster ride for us. Once we decided to close the shop, we were, of course, inundated with friends and customers, all clamoring for tea and, of course, to scavenge a little. We are giving everyone the chance to do that on April 16; we are having a 'Yard Sale', at the shop, and everything will be for sale.

We have laughed and cried over it; now I feel a peace about it. I know it's time to go. A lady always knows when to leave a party, and the Victoria will be no exception. It's ironic that the last two days have been record sales, since everyone is coming by to say their farewells.

Monday night, I had a long chat with [livejournal.com profile] mimimanderly on emails about all the things that interest us; a little while later, the phone rings and it's [livejournal.com profile] sempraseverus . I was more excited than if Alan Rickman had called! We talked for over an hour - what a neat, wonderful  person. I just felt like I was speaking to someone I'd known my entire life. It's the same with Mimi darling. Just kindred spirits. I can't wait to meet these two beautiful ladies in person - we've decided to have our own con on Sempra's farm! It was a wonderful moment - and one that shouldn't have happened - I never keep my phone handy, but for some reason it was right by my side. Karma. I'm a big believer in it.

These two ladies, along with so many of you, have inspired and encouraged me, and I am just blown away by the talent of the friends I have here. Just today, [livejournal.com profile] bulletimescully has posted a new manip on dA for my fic "As Morning Falls" . You can see it HERE. just another example of how people like her, and Tally and Sempra and Mimi have graced me. If you are not familiar with Bulletime, check out her work, friend her, and you will be blown away by her stunning writing and art. She's on Ashwinder, TPP and other archives as well.

So many of you have been so generous to me.  I have just adored Sempra and Mimi's work from day one; they were the ones who got me into fanfic. Others encouraged me to try, and it has made me a better writer quickly. Up until then, it was all original stuff. Which segues into the next point.

At the end of March, I sent 4 Chapters of my original fic Her Minder to a publisher, as you do, and on March 25th I received a note saying they usually took 6-8 weeks to get back to you. On Sunday, I got a request from the publisher to review the entire book! I'm very thrilled that they wanted to look at it. So keep fingers and toes crossed.

As I have said, it hurts to have a dream end, but I'm at peace with it. We got to build it, we did it on our terms, and hopefully we will end it the same way. The shop is the reason I met my best friend, who turned me onto fanfic, which encouraged me to start writing again, which encouraged me to find visual references, which led me to Sempra and others, which led me to fanfic, which led me here. If for no other reason than that, I will always be grateful we opened the Victoria.

The Hubs will be rehearsing 5 nights a week starting next week for a play, so I'll be all alone for almost two months in the evenings. I'm probably going to be writing my face off here. I apologise in advance if you start getting sick of me!
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Whoo hoo! I've just received three of the seven mixdowns from our recording sessions. I'm really so happy with it that I'm just going to share it with you.

The song is called Thanks For Nothing, and can be heard HERE, I think. This is the original link, and I know it's safe, but it will download the song, so you can listen if you like, then delete it. If you have Windows Media Player, it should download it automatically to that. I'm playing the piano (you'll know why I'm NOT known for my keyboard skills!), singing and the Hubs is playing bass.

I hope to add others later, but this is one that I wanted to share.

The last two chapters of The Sensual World have been posted on Ash, and that means my vacation is over. I've been using them as an excuse not to finish Lay Me Low Chapter 17, and now I have to get back to work. It is, after all a tough chapter.

The Compleat Writing Nook Picspam and Info )
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I've just posted the first two chapters of the birthday fic I made for [livejournal.com profile] sempraseverus , called The Sensual World. I wanted to do a D/s story, but the Muse had something a little different in mind. It's really nothing too deep; just a bit of smutty fun for Sempra's birthday. I welcome any and all feedback on it. Please don't take it too seriously!

Is it me, or has LJ been throwing a few stroppies today? It's been all over the place. Hope it's not just me.

Writing Nook Phase 2 PicSpam )



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The Hubs and I are getting ready to head back to ATL to take his kids back. It's been a great couple of weeks together. I feel wretched and out of sorts, because I know we'll have to say goodbye. We have laughed, eaten great food, engaged in great arguments (Daughter will argue with a sign post and has the debate logic of a string bean, and son is always right even when he isn't), and they've been great fun. They've been generous and sweet, buying us goodies and spoiling us (daughter bought me a great little trashy novel, from a publisher that I wish to persue for my original fic). Saying goodbye is going to be hard because we'll cry and will most of the way home, and I'm not looking forward to that.

It also means we have to make our big decisions now regarding the shop. We've put it off until they left, and now we have to make our decisions. Things were going pretty good, but now we have to make the big one - do we stay, or do we go? So many people are rooting for us to stay - I want it, but I'm not sure we can. I'm certainly not in the best frame of mind to make such important decisions today, so we'll put it off until we can get a week of work under our belts.

Writing Chapter 16 of LML. It is by far the hardest chapter I've written yet. I have literally stripped, it, sanded it down, repainted it, stripped it again, resanded and varnished it until it bears no resemblance at all to the original chapter. I am finally happy with it, but I've lost my betas, and my alpha is so snowed under with her other committments, I think I'm going to have to do this one myself. Poor mods at Ash! Last week, I only had one mistake on Chapter 15! Heaven knows what awaits me now!

I wrote a naughty little ficlet for Sempraseverus' birthday, called The Sensual World, and after I gave it to her I asked her to tell me if she thought it was worth posting, and she said she did, so I've posted the first two chapters for it. It is a tale of Dom/sub, with sub!Severus. It is not the typical Dom!Hermione fighting to subjugate the Potions master; it's more of a story of Hermione trying to learn to be a Dom in order to better assist Severus in healing. I don't bog down in the psychological aspects of a D/s lifestyle. I'm afraid I'd put my readers to sleep, but it's full of lemons and is just a piece of fun PWP - definitely NOT to be taken seriously!!

When we return, the Hubs has promised to get us started on the well-anticipated writing nook. I think we will need to occupy ourselves so we just don't sit around moping all evening. The house will be so quiet without them. The cats will miss them. So will I.
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Happy Birthday to the great and wondrous [livejournal.com profile] sempraseverus ! I hope your day is filled with happiness and deluxe SeverusLove!



 
I will honestly say that, without Sempraseverus, I would not be here; I would not be writing fanfic, I would not be the writer I am. You have made me a better writer.

Without you, Sempra, there would be no Spellbreaker, no Black-Eyed Angel, no Lay Me Low. I wish I could draw, and you told me I could, so I'll try because you believe I can! For now, I'll just write, and look forward to everything you draw, and if the stories I write inspire you to draw, I'm beyond honoured.

Sempralove, you are a great friend, an incredible inspiration, and you have made me feel validated. I know you hate gushing, but I cannot help it: your generous spirit, your encouragement and your praise are my highest ideals. Thank you for your amazing talent, and for calling me friend. Happy Birthday, my dear, dear friend.
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Ashwinder posted the latest chapter of Lay Me Low (Chapter 12) and I'm ever increasingly grateful to my alpha and betas for getting me to the point where I only had five cavities on this (compared to the 40 I had on TPP for As Morning Falls Chapter 4 - lack of beta, anyone?).

I am still reeling from Sempra's stunning artwork for Chapter 10 and Chapter 11. She has done illustrations for Chapters 2 and 3 as well, and I'm just blown away by her, as always. I often say that our Muses are drinking buddies.

I posted a poem to LJ_Scribe yesterday, but just as I sent it off, I realised it was not an automatic posting, and was subject to the moderator's discretion whether or not it would be posted. It hasn't been, so I guess I didn't make the cut, but the dumb thing is that I wrote it on the posting - I have no other copy of it.

I know, dumb as a very dumb thing. I've written to the mod and asked if she would send it back to me, but if she doesn't, serves me right. I can be such a dope at times. At times, I'm amazed my birth certificate has finished printing.
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To my dear Flist family:

May Eros smile upon you today!

I greet you with my favourite Sempraseverus drawing of my dear HG/SS. To quote the lady herself, if he were any happier, he'd burst, and that, my friends, is my wish for you. Happy Valentine's Day!




And birthday wishes to [livejournal.com profile] morethansirius ! I hope it is filled with heart-shaped happiness!
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It occurred to me when I was planning my little writing nook that I would have to be surrounded with those things that inspired me - pictures, crystals, stones, cards, etc. I told myself it was to feed the Muse. Well, I just like lookin' at 'em, as well.

With the advent of coming to LJ and meeting so many friends and being sent gifts and being inspired by those who care for me (Bless 'em), I finally got around to finding nice frames for each of them. One frame I found in a thrift store, cleaned it up and painted it, two I found on sale at Hobby Lobby, one I had matted, another I already had  a matt ready. Here are the fruits of the labours of Mimi and Sempra, my two visual Muses:

Framed Art For The Writing Nook )


I won't be able to hang them until the kids leave in March, but just knowing they are ready gives me a thrill. This little writing nook is just an idea that pleases me absurdly. I've never dedicated a space just to writing, and I think the Hubs will like it as well. We will at least be in the same room.
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It's been a pretty quiet day for the most part. Our little black cat, Sevvie, went to be neutered today. It was past time. He had the biggest scrotum on a cat I've ever seen - I mean, really, the cat was walking like Charlie Chaplin. He was sort of starting to be rather proud of them as well. Kept showing them off to our other ball-free boys Mouse and Bosco. He creeps up and sits on their faces. It's just pitiful.

The Hubs was craving a major dinner, which means a breakfast - the Full English Fry-Up, Big Fat Breakfast stylee. I'm sitting here stuffed to the gills with bacon, sausage, mushrooms, tomatoes and potatoes. I'm so full of carbs and pig I'm feeling like my cholesterol could register on the Richter scale.

The temp was 65 degrees yesterday. Today it was 45 and windy. We paid over a grand in taxes, and are now praying for a good week.

The kids are arriving in 3 weeks, and I'll be incommunicado for those two weeks. I already feel the need to write like a lunatic for the next three weeks to finish LML.

I would love to show everyone the stuff I've been doing, but I have lost our rather good little digital camera somewhere in this house and we've turned it upside down to no avail. I guess I'll have to pretend to buy another one. That usually brings the old one runing. It worked for our cell phone.

Sempra's original drawing arrived today, and it is so stunning it has taken my breath away. She teases me about being such an infant. It's true. The Hubs said I was as excited as a 1970's teen with my David Cassidy Fan Club Package. What can I say? She's such an inspiration. She and Mimi and Droxy brought me here.

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