I Just Hope I Don't Regret This
Jan. 3rd, 2022 02:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
teddy_radiatorI have made the decision to join Facebook again. From a purely practical standpoint I can get the Go Fund Me to a more local group. And from a personal standpoint, I dropped out last year because I got so damn tired of seeing Trev flirting with his new woman, and I was ashamed.
Ashamed I had been so smug about bragging on my solid happy marriage only to discover what a lie that was.
Now I just don't care. And I'm tired of feeling like I'm punishing myself, hiding my shame for his fuck ups. I'm keeping a fairly low profile, but I'm still there as Teddy Raye, so please add me as a friend.
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Date: 2022-01-09 01:49 am (UTC)Please friend me! I'm still trying to locate everyone on FB. It's strange to be back but the reception I've received has been gratifying. Trev is leaving for a two week trip, and hopefully, if I can pay him the money he wants, he says he will be gone for good by April. It sometimes amazes me that I can write that so easily, when I know it will be the worst day of my life. And yet, it will be the day that I begin to heal. And the day I find peace.