Oh, Teddy, age is just a number. Sometimes, when I read your posts and stories and ramblings, I have a feeling like you're 25 or something. Just like I thought that Sempra is actually around 28. Seriously. But that's me. Sometimes, I feel like I'm 50 and not 23. I've seen so many things, been trough a lot, and that makes me feel old. Sometimes, I wish I could be just like other people my age, they enjoy going out, or partying and just be young. I have no such luck, I always think 10 steps ahead what this or that will do to me. But then again, when I read about people like Amy Winehouse, I'm grateful that I'm so responsible, and yes, such a bore. At least I have no fear of overdosing. Or really, getting hurt by being irresponsible, getting addicted to alcohol (tough, I shouldn't say that, because I don't know how my life will turn out).
So, you just ramble on, write, write and write, and just plain live like you want. If that means writing every day, or reading or eating chocolate, just do it. You only have one life, right?
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Date: 2011-07-29 12:05 pm (UTC)But that's me. Sometimes, I feel like I'm 50 and not 23. I've seen so many things, been trough a lot, and that makes me feel old. Sometimes, I wish I could be just like other people my age, they enjoy going out, or partying and just be young. I have no such luck, I always think 10 steps ahead what this or that will do to me. But then again, when I read about people like Amy Winehouse, I'm grateful that I'm so responsible, and yes, such a bore. At least I have no fear of overdosing. Or really, getting hurt by being irresponsible, getting addicted to alcohol (tough, I shouldn't say that, because I don't know how my life will turn out).
So, you just ramble on, write, write and write, and just plain live like you want. If that means writing every day, or reading or eating chocolate, just do it. You only have one life, right?