SED - Day 29 - Thank Goodness Today is Over

[teddy_radiator]

It's been a tough day. Work was difficult, I've been in a hormonal funk, I've just felt all out of sorts. To be honest, I feel a little adrift and rudderless, but this all feels temporary, just a glitch in my programming, as it were. When I search my heart and my head, it all says, "This too shall pass. Ride it out, and you'll be back to your old self very soon."

If anything, it feels like I'm in a holding pattern, waiting. I know the whys, and I'm okay with them. I don't want to bore you with the dreary details - aside from the fact that I hate to burden you, it would take up more energy than I have right now. I think Mercury must be in retrograde right now - it sure feels like it. The only thing that comforts me is this feeling that spiritually I am centred in the right place. I feel a bit blue and down, but this too shall pass. I don't feel like writing right now, and that is a sickening feeling; it's like being ill. But again, I know it's temporary. I have it on good authority.

I want to thank you all for making May a month of lovely postings from so many of my friends. It's been immensely gratifying to see and read about what people are doing - I have seen lovely photos of nature, read great fic recs, seen lovely incremental good things happening to my friends. It has been a rather long month, but one that was made much happier by your presence. I hope when Monday rolls around I will still see so many friends here. I'm sorry I haven't commented on every posting, but it's been a happy problem - so many postings meant I couldn't keep up with them all. It's been fun reading about MISTI; lovely art has been created, and it's been a personally productive month. Thank you for all the good karma and encouragement; I need it now like never before.

I thought I'd leave you this Friday with a charming little pic that showed up on my Facebook feed yesterday. It reminded me of our little monster Sevvy when he was this age:

Comments

[delphipsmith]

Best. Kittenpic. Ever. ::hugs::

[hikorichan.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear you are in a funk. I hope it doesn't last long. Relax and take care of yourself. Other stuff can wait :)

[kittylefish.livejournal.com]

mercury is totally in retrograde, love. and i have been feeling stuck in a holding pattern myself, if that feels anything like what you are feeling. it's a really good time to finish up old business, and also process old feelings about old friendships and relationships. this is the work i have been engaged in. very satisfying.

thanks for challenging us to post in may. i've been enjoying my insane appreciation project, lol. i'll be a little sad - and also extremely happy! - once it's done. i will try to keep posting frequently, if not daily, lol.

*hugs*

[arwitchywoman.livejournal.com]

I didn't keep up with the May SED like I hoped I would, but I do think I posted much more this month than in the past. Thank you for suggesting we all do that.

That cat doesn't have its priorities right.

[dickgloucester.livejournal.com]

Your SED initiative has made for a lovely May - and I hope people will continue to post. Thank you.

[nocturnus33]

Let's hope June would be better in your R.L and as good as it was in Lj

[gelsey.livejournal.com]

Hope things perk up for you soon. Missed you at con.

I've enjoyed the sed and hope everyone continues writing, reading and commenting.