Like you, I've always been a bit baffled by people who were hit hard by the death of a celebrity, and mentally rolled my eyes at what I thought of as their dramatics. Now, having cried off and on for three days after I heard, I have a bit more sympathy :/ But oh hon, please don't beat yourself up about this. Everyone grieves in different ways; none is right or wrong and none is brave or cowardly -- they're just different. Grief is about doing what you need to do to cope, to come to terms, to heal. Maybe in six months you will want to read what others said about him; maybe never. It doesn't matter. What matters is that you mourn in a way that's right for you. No one will tell you you're doing it wrong (at least no one around here). ::hugs::
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Date: 2016-01-23 07:18 pm (UTC)