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Teddy Radiator ([personal profile] teddy_radiator) wrote2022-01-03 02:15 pm

I Just Hope I Don't Regret This

I have made the decision to join Facebook again. From a purely practical standpoint I can get the Go Fund Me to a more local group. And from a personal standpoint, I dropped out last year because I got so damn tired of seeing Trev flirting with his new woman, and I was ashamed.

Ashamed I had been so smug about bragging on my solid happy marriage only to discover what a lie that was.

Now I just don't care. And I'm tired of feeling like I'm punishing myself, hiding my shame for his fuck ups. I'm keeping a fairly low profile, but I'm still there as Teddy Raye, so please add me as a friend.

[identity profile] lemonade8.livejournal.com 2022-01-08 05:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I miss your posts! Also, being supportive and positive about your relationship isn't bragging. Do you know how happy I would be if a special someone focused on my good instead of my faults? Actually, I would love to be that positive, myself. You are just awesome partner goals, that's all. And who among us haven't had a rug pulled out from under us?

Is he going away soon? I would think it would be hard to keep living with him. (((hugs)))