I have to write every day, and I post something every day (sometimes just to IJ or DW or A03) and if I don't it feels like some part of my mind is deeply cut, and the only salve for the wound is writing. Best of luck with Muse. My Muse is sighing at the moment. I'm 41 and could care less that I'm not 22. There are physical limitations but mentally you get freer the older you get. 49 is a kid compared to some (most!) others I know and like.