I completely understand, I really do. If you need to rant and talk, you know my email address - rant away. I have cried and fretted so many times on LJ, and if it has taught me anything it's that friend here care and want you to feel better. I am glad you are feeling better, but remember I'm just an email away, and if you need a voice, I'll gladly send you my cell. Sometimes it helps just to hear another voice petting you over the phone. Well, it helps me sometimes!

*hugs and hugs*