Voxy, you were great when I needed a another set of eyes on IWTO. Please don't feel so down - I saw your other posting, and I know what it's like to feel that way, but remember you are a great friend and so supportive. I am a crap beta, or I'd gladly help. It took me several tries to find someone as stunning as Jules here, but please don't feel bad. As Mimi says, we are all on the great wheel and when we're at the top we can't remember how it felt to be on the bottom, and when we hit bottom, we can't imagine ever getting to the top again. But being the wheel, it will turn for us. I'm hoping it will start the upward journey for you very soon.