It can only go up from here.

Don't think about everything that isn't going right, but what is right.

You are doing what you love to do, write. You have a wonderful husband that you are madly in love with after all these years. You have a roof over your head. You have wonderful, supportive friends that are always here for you, whether you want to tell us about your happiness, or bitch and complain about everything under the sun (we don't mind, I promise). There is a surplus chocolate and wine in the world.