Oh I hope the best job for you comes through! That would be great. I'm looking for one myself (albeit slowly like a slow slow thing)

As for your writing - I don't know any creative people who don't occasionally feel that way. I think it's normal, particularly in the weirdass and horrifying place the world is in at the moment. Just keep on trucking, enjoy some of those delicious-sounding bars, and your mojo will come crawling back in its own time.

smooches!